Feeling the Positive Vibes

I was partly pessimistic before. Strange but that’s what I realized about myself. I was only able to recognize it upon reading a book by Louise Hay called, You Can Heal Your Life.

I have become curious reading the book since I always saw it displayed in one corner. Never did I realize that this would also be helpful for me. I thought my father would just want to expand his knowledge about healing since he also has a gift of healing. I wondered why he has not read the book. But what really drew me to read it is when I desired to be healed from my skin rashes. I have been experiencing it for a couple of days now, and I look forward to feeling perfectly well very soon.

Anyway, Louise Hay’s book has successfully magnetized me. It was kind of funny that at first I skipped reading the first few chapters of the book. I immediately read the last chapter which talks about healing the body.  I’m glad to have learned something from it especially the funny realizations about the negative emotions behind each illness. Since I have become hooked to finishing the book, I even dreamt the other night that I was being healed. My mom even accompanied me in Cubao, Quezon City Philippines. I found it strange why of all places I would go there. I wonder.

As I said, I learned that the illnesses like cancer are caused by the negative emotions we have not withheld. I believe it is true since I have personally experienced it myself. Just last week, my father and I had a word war. Due to my irritability to his high pitch angry voice; I was not able to control myself from reacting negatively at him.  This only angered him more.

After saying my simple but damaging line, I immediately went straight to my room. Then I found myself crying hard and almost losing my breath after I heard my father shouting terribly at me outside my room. I even felt I was suffering from asthma and my hands began to numb. I got scared. I thought I will not be able to recover from that feeling. Suddenly, I told myself to be calm until I felt better. The good thing about what happened was I did not let myself sleep with still negative emotions in mind. I suddenly looked for my Bible and reflected for a few minutes upon reading an epistle. Glad that I was still able to lift up my spirit.

Earlier this day, I watched a video clip about a visualization tool created by The Secret team. I believe this is a beautiful mind exercise. I choose to watch this more often so I would always be filled with positive thoughts. Enjoy!

When Frustration Sinks In

I feel so lost or am I really lost? I’ve read tons of pages from an e-book I subscribed and even bought. Funny that I even thought of no longer buying e-books online but here I am out of my curiosity again. I gave it a try for the last time. I really thought so. I could have been pressured to open it thinking I would learn a lot. I did but I could have been so overwhelmed. Information overload I must say.

A few hours ago, I even wrote how disappointed I am with what I’ve purchased. I charged my credit card again. I know am supposed to control my cash outflows (unless they’re really important). I hate to say it “broke”. No, I still believe I could get all my investment back by pushing myself to take that necessary action. I felt that it is my current need at this moment. Yes, I need some action!

I am about to feel depression but as I have promised myself, I will only be entertaining positive thoughts. It seems that I am becoming an expert in repelling negative thoughts. I know I have to take quick action very soon. I also realized I have motivated myself enough that it’s really time for me to just do it. I know it may sound repetitive but I think I must instill this in my mind so that I will no longer be coward to overcome all my fears.

Yes, I gotta be Fearless. That’s why I liked about the title of Taylor Swift’s song, “Fearless”. I feel that that word is so powerful to me. I read somewhere that becoming fearless is not the absence of fear but becoming courageous despite all the fears.

Got Myself a Time Machine

Today’s topic made me laugh a bit. Never thought I could think of a quick answer.

Love Story by Taylor Swift

Image by C-Factory worker via Flickr

Anyway, if I were to really have a time machine in my hands I would love to go to medieval times. I don’t know why but I am just so fascinated seeing women wearing fancy dresses in that period. I would even imagine myself wearing a pretty medieval gown and looking like a highly respected, elegant lady.

Now this line from a very popular song suddenly popped into my mind: “See the light, see the party the ball gowns…”

And if really given the chance to spend an hour in medieval times, I would like to experience living a classy life wearing beautiful gowns, hats, and great looking shoes.

For a princess like look, I would love to try Taylor Swift’s look from her music video Love Story especially when she dances with her prince.